Reason One Why I am Insane:

I don't think that I am ever going to find a place to live for the sole fact that I do not want to move into a neighborhood that is cold and snowy.

I know that this is completely irrational. It is December in Chicago. Everything is cold and snowy. But that that is how my mind works. I can't get over it though. I hate everything I see because I keep thinking this apartment is cold and there is snow outside.

I went to look at some Lincoln Square apartments today. I didn't see anything good though. In theory, I really like this area :) Especially just right around the main square. Hopefully I will get over my weirdness and just move already.

Reason Two Why I am Insane:

I was talking to Scott about how I need a boyfriend because I need someone to cuddle with right now. He told me to get a teddy bear. I told him I needed a boy to give me a teddy bear.

And now, my theory on stuffed animals...

If you are to buy a girl a stuffed animal it has to be the right size. It can't be huge because that is just tacky. It can't be too small or the girl can't hold it while she sleeps. For instance Hood once gave me a little monkey named PeeWee who, while I loved, it was in fact a peewee and was too small to hold while I slept.
I had been sleeping with the same stuffed monkey for the last 6-7 years. It was a build-a-bear monkey that mood like a cow when you pressed its paw. I finally retired it a few months ago though because the guy who gave it to me is an ass and I am finally at the point where I am completely over it all. Those build-a-bear people are geniuses though because they made their amnimals the right size for sleeping.

Scott told me that it was OK for me to buy my own stuffed animal to sleep with. I then went deeper into my theory...

Stuffed animals are only good if they come from a boy because they are not just good for cuddling with they are also good for talking to. If you have a stuffed animal given to you by a boy, you can talk to it about that boy. You can talk to that stuffed animal about that boy and the animal will understand because it will also know the boy (because it will have spent some time with him at the checkout counter, at his place, in his car, etc.). If I buy one for myself, no matter what I tell it, that amnimal will just not understand. :(